I haven't spoken to you since last year, (yeah, I know, I'm rolling my eyes at that joke as well).
I can't believe that two months have passed so quickly, and as I predicted, I didn't update my blog during December.
How was your holiday?
Did you spend time with your family? Friends?
For me, I spent most of the time doing homework.
Yup.
I've got to say, that was EXTREMELY fun (not).
However, one thing that was AMAZING, was that I went ice skating with my friends in Central Park!
It was pretty surreal for me.
~ The view from above ~
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It's kind of weird because, I've always watched movies and shows about couples skating in Central Park at night. Or skating together, and resting while sipping hot chocolate. And out of all those "perfect" images of a "perfect" winters night, I never imagined myself skating in Central Park.
I mean, I have ice skated before. I've skated in Bryant Park and Rockefeller Center, but those were the only times I've ice skated. And those memories were years ago. Now that I look back, since December, I haven't skated in about 6 years! I had roller skates, but it never felt the same. Ya know? (idk)...
Even though I didn't have an ice skating experience like the movies, it was really fun. There was hot chocolate and food though, so that was a good enough for me.
Two out of the many cups of hot chocolate :)
I actually dragged my friends to go ice skating with me, because the ice skating rink in Central Park was holding an event that I wanted to go to FOR YEARS.
I've listened to a specific radio station (106.7 Lite FM) ever since I was a little kid, and they held an ice skating event in Central Park for a few years. At the event, you could meet the radio personalities/presenters, get free food & drinks, (and of course) ice skate.
I would listen to the station at night, when it was presented by Delilah. She would sooth me to sleep sometimes, because she had such a calming voice. The station would play romantic songs that I've grown to love. I think that's why I'm such a different person when compared to other people. I've listened to A LOT of 80's songs while I grew up (haha).
I was SO determined to meet Delilah, that I dragged my friends to the rink at 10 in the morning, and we waited until 3 in the afternoon.
YEA, 5 hours of skating, sitting, talking, eating, and drinking.
While being in different high schools, it was nice to spend time together.
Eventually, I got to meet Delilah! It was AMAZING, to meet someone that brought me up when I was feeling down. My heart was beating really fast and my hands were trembling, but I felt so happy after meeting her. I even got her autograph!
I think I might go back this year :)
~ I mean how CUTE is that!? I think it's the iguana from Tangled, dressed in a Christmas outfit ~
I think this is the bridge from one of the "Home Alone" movies (right? Idk, maybe). This reminds me of "Eloise at the plaza" and "Eloise at Christmastime," the hotel that they filmed the movie in, is actually nearby to where I took this picture.
I remember watching these movies during the holidays :) Now, I do a small tradition with myself. Where, I would watch all my favorite Christmas movies before the year ended. "Polar Express" and "How the Grinch Stole Christmas!" are my favorites as well.
ANYWAYS, I don't know if I bored you or anything, but I'll continue with whatever I'm trying to talk about.
This is my overview of 2014 (feel free to comment yours down below!)
I've learned who my true friends really were, the people that will be by my side through the thick and thin.
I've learned to accept that everyone and everything will change in their own ways, whether I like it or not.
I've made many (and I mean many) mistakes, but I've learned many things from them.
I've worried a lot about so many things.
I've stressed out over a lot of things.
I've cried over a lot of things.
I've been numb over a lot of things.
There's been a lot of hard days.
I can't deny that. You might feel the same, you might not.
Listening to music and writing, has probably been the only good thing going on in my life so far.
Oh! And food! I will never forget that.
~ Haha, that reminds me of the episode of Friends, where someone ate Ross's sandwich ~
I don't know if anyone will actually read my posts, or if anyone knows my name.
But if you do, I want to thank you.
(I know that sounds really cheesy, but...)
It's nice to know that someone is taking time out of their day, to get to know me. Even though it's just me, blabbing on about pointless things that's going on in my life. I'm not here to complain or for you to feel sorry for me, that's one thing that I want you to know.
I just want to be myself somewhere, somehow, and to (maybe) relate to you.
There are about 7 billion people in the world, and I know that there are other people who feel the same way I do (Ugh, I hate how this sounds like a #firstworldproblem [let me cringe, I actually used a hash tag, barf]).
Although, there has been a few times where things haven't been so crappy.
1. I met Alfie Deyes
2. I met Delilah
3. I finished and published my Luke Hemmings fanfic !!!! I've also been working on fanfics about the rest of 5SOS and YouTubers (look out for those in the future).
4. Food
6. Tumblr
7. YouTubers
8. FOOD
This year, I know that there will be more stress and work.
However, I'm looking forward in working on other things that make me happy.
I don't know if that's for sure, but we'll both find out won't we?
Okay, I think I'm done waffling on about whatever I'm trying to say.
I'll TRY to update once a month (HA! Yeah, I laughed too).
Until then, bye!
P.S. Sorry if you want to behead me because I kept saying "I've," I know, I'm cringing too.
