How's it been?
Crappy? Boring? Tiring? Stressful?
Yea, me too.
Do you sometimes think that we spend so much time living through the same routine, and that we should spend more time doing things that we enjoy?
I do.
I spend countless hours that I can never get back, doing schoolwork, studying, and so on. Whereas, I could be writing, exploring, crafting, and so much more. Sadly, I don't have time for it. This then leads me into a repetitive lifestyle, and leaves me dreading the next day.
But we shouldn't be living this life, if we're only going to waste time rolling our eyes at what the next day will bring (I know, I know - never use 'but' at the start of a sentence - but this isn't a formal essay or paper, it's my own thoughts and words).
It's VERY cheesy when people say that you should "live life to it's fullest."
Honestly, we can all admit that living life to it's fullest is hard when you have work, school, internal issues, and other problems that fate/life loves to throw at you.
As a pessimistic person and existentialist, I cannot fathom how many times I wanted to believe that something great would happen to me.
That sort of explains why I never "hope" or "wish" that things would happen.
For example, I never say "I wish you a happy birthday," or "I hope you'll have a great day."
I can't guarantee you a "happy" birthday, nor can I guarantee you a "great" day.
It's like that episode of "Drake & Josh."
Do you understand what I'm getting at?
Maybe?
:P
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Wow, I went into a dark tangent right there...
(I also don't like saying, "that was so deep." The way that "deep" is being used, is like how I feel when people say, "that was mad crazy.")
While I'm still talking about the dark abyss of life, let's jump into it anyways. I mean, we're already here.
Why not?
(I mean, figuratively...)
Remember Alfie's video, "10 Years Time"?
Well, this was my comment...
It's really cheesy, I know.
If you think about it, it's weird.
In 5/6 months, I'd be a junior in high school...
I'd be taking the SAT's, thinking of which college is best for me.
Then, I'd be a senior.
It's really over whelming.
Who knows what I'll do next week, next month, let alone 10 years...
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I want to leave a (slightly) lighter tone to this post.
(Although, I do want you to understand that I'm writing on this blog because I want others [you] to somewhat know and understand me. I won't go back into details, my reasons were in January post if you're curious).
:P
This kinda transitions into Zoe's book, "Girl Online" (which I'm sure you've heard about).
I finally got my hands on her book, and Hannah Hart's cookbook too! :D
I've only read the first chapter of Zoe's book, and there was a part in the beginning that really depicts why I started this blog.
I've also wrote a lot in my diaries, and felt the same.
I mainly started this blog, so that I could say that I wanted without feeling scared.
I want to do that with my YouTube channel too, and be able to show my face without fear or judgement. Not yet though, but soon.
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Wow, I'm always off track (sorry).
So!
What are you're plans for next week? Any spring break plans?
My mom's leaving for 3 weeks to visit her family and for my uncle's funeral.
~ I know... I don't seem to have any sense of a "lighter tone" to this post ~
Anyways, that means that my brother and I have to fend for ourselves while our dad's at work. Which means that I have to do most of the cooking, whilst he stays on his computer 24/7.
I might have badminton practice at school over the break, just like my mid-winter break.
~ SIGH ~
The season started last week, and I'm exhausted from all the games and practices.
Fun fun fun...
x__x
Do you have any favorite songs/artists at the moment?
Well, these are my favorites from Spotify...
1. "All of #OneSongAWeek" by Frank Hamilton
2. "Friday I'm in love" by The Cure
3. "Light's Out (Deluxe Edition)" by Ingrid Michaelson
That's pretty much that's going on in my life, how about you?
Comment down below on what's going on with you~
Until then, bye!
